I know I’m gonna sound real crazy in this post, but heck, I’m gonna do it.
It has only been a day since we met, and I’m honestly missing you a lot already.
Even though you didn’t send me a morning text today, I wasn’t angry with you at all.
I was just worried, as if something had gone wrong.
I wanted to call you and text you, but I didn’t feel that it was the right thing to do.
So I waited for the call, to let me know you’re home safe.
And that was what I needed badly today, thanks.
It was really great to hear your voice again.
I know the journey will be tough from here on.
But I don’t want you to forget the good times we had.
I treasure every single moment with you, be it good or bad times.
It will be lodged in my mind forever, I promise.
I know I haven’t been a really been myself lately, but I promise to change.
I will be the Justin you used to know, the one that makes you laugh all the time.
I want to see you happy, I’m always happy when you’re happy.
I’m sorry for all the nonsense I’ve said and done to you.
I can honestly tell you that I’ve been thinking a lot recently.
Thinking about all the times we had, thinking about the good times.
I want to relieve those moments, but only if you could allow me to.
I wish for that chance to come.
It feels hostile, it feels as if you’re treating me differently.
I hope that isn’t the case, and its just me thinking too much.
IMY,
Justin.